12-something-94 Cleveland<\/p>\n
So of course I am depressed. It is Christmas time and I broke up with Rhea for some unknown reason and I am bored and depresed and single and sober. I have been driving around a lot lately and drinking but that hasn\u2019t semed to help.. I went out with Vicki and her sisiter last night but I didn\u2019t meet anyone, not like I thought that I would but now that I can, I thought I would\u2026It is that vicious circle
\nthat I am in, I know I won\u2019t ever meet anyone but just on the off chance that I might meet someone I broke up with Rhea to try and find that right person. My only hope is that I can possibly go out with Ms. Scott finally or meet someone else at the theatre reunion that isn\u2019t great with child or ring and might have me. Other than that it looks like I have to wait until Chris gets home and we go out with Mark again and maybe find one of those women\u2026Like whats her name who is so much woman that it just make me wimper.<\/p>\n
Ah..and then my whole life picture quickly comes into view again\u2026that is (ie) what am I going to do with it.. I have about eight weeks left on my Baldridge teaching expedition and then I have decided ( as far as my decisions go) that I want to live in Cleveland and get a job here and get a place somewhere around here and live around here and make a fortune around here\u2026 Better said than done or something\u2026.<\/p>\n
I guess it has been a while since I have written in this damn thing so maybe I shouldn\u2019t go over anything and try to write some fun fiction while I am feeling this nice Angst-ridden mood\u2026.<\/p>\n
Doh!!!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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