{"id":502,"date":"1995-01-16T19:32:49","date_gmt":"1995-01-17T00:32:49","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/blog.nightmare.org\/?p=502"},"modified":"2023-10-30T19:33:42","modified_gmt":"2023-10-31T00:33:42","slug":"monday-january-16-1995","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blog.nightmare.org\/?p=502","title":{"rendered":"Monday, January 16, 1995"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>1-16-95 Monday<\/p>\n<p>Rhea left about 2 hours ago and it was quite emotional for me. I forced off the tears for the most part, but finally did succumb after she had left. I hated to see her go, but I knew that she had to. I wish we had a point where neither of us had to \u2018go\u2019 anymore. The weekend was pretty good, all things considering. The thing I should note right now is that I am depressed again, but it is a better depression<\/p>\n<p><strong>1 Comment \u00bb<\/strong><br \/>\n<strong>this was the turning point in our relationship. from this point we would get back together, get a place together in cleveland and eventually get married.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><em>Comment by vim \u2014 Wednesday, May 10, 2006 @ 12:51 pm<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>1-16-95 Monday Rhea left about 2 hours ago and it was quite emotional for me. I forced off the tears for the most part, but finally did succumb after she had left. I hated to see her go, but I knew that she had to. 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