1-4-95 Louisville, Ky Southern Baptist Theological Seminary<\/p>\n
I know that it sounds very daunting, but it is really just another school, only this time I have brought my computer with me so I can write while I am here for the next three weeks. Even three weeks seems a bit daunting but in fact I am almost done with the first week and if everything goes according to plan I will only have to teach two classes a day like I did today. I am supposed to teach three but today no one showed up for the 3:00 class so in thoery I could be done at 2:30 every day. Easy money\/ Tommorrow I am having lunch with the dean. I hope my stomach doesn\u2019t act up too much but I know it will. I\u2019m planning on just having a nice salad and explaining how I like to eat only a light lunch.<\/p>\n
I guess tonight I will have another depressing night. I have been thinking about Rhea a lot especially after the Wendy episode which I may or may not have recorded, probably not but suffice it to say that I will never break up with another girl to see if things will work out between me and her. Then I wondered wether or not I made a mistake in breaking up with Rhea. I really want to talk to her but I am unable to do so since tonight I can only make collect long distance calls. I have to wait until tom. to call her and maybe set up something so that we can get together. I think I miss her, maybe this will make things better in our relationship, if you can still call it that but i doubt that is true. I still want to see her again and talk to her. I think now I might be able to releave her somewhat, and possibly myself as well. I can\u2019t tell her abour Wendy because I am not very sure that I consciously broke up with Rhea to go out with her, I think that may have been an addendum to the whole getting back together with the gang and something happening there. This is the group that pre-dates both Chris and Char and really everyone else in my common life. I shall call Rhea tommorrow and leave her a message to call me if she will. She is probably already dating someone else, which as usual will crush me. I am still so torn as to wether or not i did the right thing or wether or not we should get back toghter, although from my reading of the situation that is a far-flunged possiblity. I guess I can satisfy (wrong word) myself somewhat in that she probabaly wouldn\u2019t have benn happy with me if we stayed toghter and got married. I really need to talk to her.<\/p>\n
KT\u2019s bar is a farily nice place to hang out although the beer is quite expensive. I liked the people last night more than I did night although Linda the bar-tender was a nice addition tonight. However the viewing last night was a much younger and more attractive crowd including that southern belle who was just so incredibly attractive. I overheard her say something about where she worked. BBC\u2019s or BCC\u2019s or something like that I looked for it in the phone book but I could not find anything. I think tommorrow night I might go to the Dutch Pub up the road which also looks like it may be sports driven and have a farily nice clientel. We shall see, I may have to go to Cinncinati to go see Rhea. I really need to talk to her.<\/p>\n
1 Comment \u00bb<\/strong> i think while i was teaching here i lived in a sparsely populated apartment for three weeks and possibly had to rent a television.<\/strong><\/p>\n Comment by vim \u2014 Wednesday, May 10, 2006 @ 12:49 pm<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" 1-4-95 Louisville, Ky Southern Baptist Theological Seminary I know that it sounds very daunting, but it is really just another school, only this time I have brought my computer with me so I can write while I am here for the next three weeks. Even three weeks seems a bit daunting but in fact I […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"bgseo_title":"","bgseo_description":"","bgseo_robots_index":"index","bgseo_robots_follow":"follow","site-sidebar-layout":"default","site-content-layout":"default","ast-site-content-layout":"","site-content-style":"default","site-sidebar-style":"default","ast-global-header-display":"","ast-banner-title-visibility":"","ast-main-header-display":"","ast-hfb-above-header-display":"","ast-hfb-below-header-display":"","ast-hfb-mobile-header-display":"","site-post-title":"","ast-breadcrumbs-content":"","ast-featured-img":"","footer-sml-layout":"","theme-transparent-header-meta":"default","adv-header-id-meta":"","stick-header-meta":"","header-above-stick-meta":"","header-main-stick-meta":"","header-below-stick-meta":"","astra-migrate-meta-layouts":"default","ast-page-background-enabled":"default","ast-page-background-meta":{"desktop":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-4)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-gradient":""},"tablet":{"background-color":"","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-gradient":""},"mobile":{"background-color":"","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-gradient":""}},"ast-content-background-meta":{"desktop":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-5)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-gradient":""},"tablet":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-5)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-gradient":""},"mobile":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-5)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-gradient":""}},"footnotes":""},"categories":[25,24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-504","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-anamnesis","category-archive"],"aioseo_notices":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.nightmare.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/504","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.nightmare.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.nightmare.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.nightmare.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.nightmare.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=504"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/blog.nightmare.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/504\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":505,"href":"https:\/\/blog.nightmare.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/504\/revisions\/505"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.nightmare.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=504"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.nightmare.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=504"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.nightmare.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=504"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}
\nthis one is interesting to me because i\u2019m always trying to pinpoint when in my life i started to have a sensitive stomach. i don\u2019t really remember it being like that in college and i don\u2019t think it was sensitive in graduate school so it was somewhere in this time frame that i started to carry all my stress in my stomach. i remember the lunch i had with the dean, i did have a salad and she insisted on a piece of cake too. she was that kind of dean.<\/strong><\/p>\n