February 20, 1994 Athens

Rhea came over for the weekend. She rented a car and got here at around 8:30 on Friday night. Everyone went to see the Brady Bunch play so we had some good time alone. I gave her the letter that I worked on all week after the party and we talked about it. Things went fairly well. I am back to being in a monogomous relationship, like I was before, only now I have admitted it to her and to myself. Right now I think this is for the best. We went out on Saturday and I found out that Paul and Shannon were in town and so was Wendy. We never ran into either of them, or any of them, and I think it is for the best. Wendy called at 3:30 Sunday morning. I wonder what would of happened if rhea hadn’t been here.

I don’t feel like writing too much right now. School trudges along. Vicki got a TA job for next quarter and I hated her for a little while but I got over it. Lisa is a bitch and everyone is nice to her, but I have decided to stop being like that and just be straightforward with her. Stace is just Stace. She might get a job here after she graduates so she won’t have to leave. That would be great.

As for me I am in another long distance relationship after I vowed I never would be again, but I think it might be okay. I guess I am getting old now. I miss her a lot and I just hope nothing happens to me or us again like what happened to me before. Maybe I am blowing that way out of proportion though. Myabe I
can’t even be honest with myself.

I don’t know.